Ive had my photos stolen in the past but generally only by teenagers who want to do retarded edits and the usual idiotic people who get a kick out of it. It didn't really bother me all that much as if your that pathetic you need to steal in order to feel good about yourself, your not worth talking to. But never before have I had an image stolen (I think) by people who want to use it for commercial use. I feel quite violated and am not entirely sure what to do.

This is the club: [link]
As well as their facebook: [link]

And this is what they did with my image




The original image:




Its been a bad week for me in general. When it rains it pours? No fucking kidding.

In other news, I went to Vegas a couple weeks ago and had fun despite having to work most of the time. Im traveling in and out of the states. I may be going to Asia and Europe at the end of the year. Im on my way to fiji from LA (only very short stay ). I have literally no time for photography but I will still be submitting stuff as I have a huge backlog of images. I would kill for time to shoot. Sorry again to those of you who I owe images to and thanks for putting up with it

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I just hate idiots.

I seem to pass off the impression that I’m a man-hater. That’s what I’ve been told anyway but I assure you it couldn’t be further from the truth. In fact the majority of my closest friends are male and generally I find men easier to get along with. That being said I do have quite a few close female friends. I really don’t know that many people so I guess you could say I get along with everyone just fine. Anyway the point is I am not prejudice against men or anyone for that matter.

It is true that my father and both my step fathers were horrible scum-of-the-earth types and this is supposed to cause me a lot of “emotional baggage” but to be honest I think it’s all a load of crap. When people hear about my past they automatically think I should have “issues” or be some kind of tortured soul. Well sorry to disappoint but I don’t want to hang myself, I don’t feel remotely depressed and I rarely even think about my past unless someone brings it up. I actually feel rather grateful that they are all gone and I am free to enjoy my life. I liken it to escaping from a jail. And no I’m not suppressing it. I really am happy and I’m sick of people telling me what I should be feeling or how it influences my actions based on something that’s happened, what seems to me like a million years ago. I got over it ages ago and I wish everyone else would. I know I’m tooting my own horn here a bit but I think its made me a stronger person as well. Emotionally anyway (damn my dainty lady arms).

If your still not convinced I recently spent two weeks in Los Angeles with one of my closest friends (Jeff) in a city that I knew nothing about and where I had no contacts. Yes, I put my trust in a man.

On the whole I am rather skeptical when I meet people but it is not because of gender. If my fathers have influenced me at all it is that I find it easier to spot an idiot from a mile off, male or female (there were also a few annoying step mothers). So next time if anyone assumes that I’m a man hater, talk to one of my various male friends and know that I don’t dislike you because you’re a guy, I dislike you because you’re a moron.

In other news:

I had an amazing time while I was in LA!! I did the whole touristy thing and went up to the Hollywood sign, went down the strip and all that. I also had the best and also the biggest pizza of my life I met some amazing people while I was there. I got to meet and who took me to this amazing French restaurant where I also had the best steak ive ever tasted. They are such cool and interesting people and I will definitely be harassing them next time I am in LA. So kind hearted as well

I also got to shoot while I was there Many more photos from our shoot will be up soon. I’ve had the flu recently (NOT SWINE FLU) which has put me out a bit so I haven’t been editing but I have had two awesome shoots with and since ive been back in Australia so I will be submitting stuff soon.

Again sorry for my lack of replies to comments. You wouldn't believe how much paperwork piles up when your out of the country for 3 months

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(Behind the scenes image taken by =photograjph model with violin *Halohid )

Firstly I'd like to thank *Kittenista for suggesting and ^RockstarVanity for making the DD possible!

DD in question:

Thank you so much guys

Im extremely happy at the overall response to the image. Most people are shocked but like it and there have been a lot of *cringholdsontoboobsandruns* responses

I always seem to get DD's when I'm particularly frustrated photography wise. I often look at other photographers whom I admire and think to myself "Whats the bloody point!? Ill never be that good ". That being said I've tried to go for long periods without photography and failed. It is my own personal drug even though inspiration is lacking at the moment.

This is the third DD from my photos with *Niansa the others being:

and

She is one of my favorite people

I was also incredibly happy to find out that one of my photos with Nikki also got shortlisted in the Sony World photography awards amateur fashion category which can be viewed here: [link]

Im flattered at everything at the moment

In other news, in case anyone is wondering where the hell I am and why I haven't been submitting anything the reason is ive been out of Australia for the past 2 and a half months. I quite like the US..im staying in Tuscon, Arizona. I haven't really had much time to do anything except work but I did get the chance to visit Mexico, Pheonix and Dallas. This is certainly a beautiful country. I hope one day I can visit without having to work 18 hour days.

There seem to be a lot of conflicted opinions on current politics here at the moment. People hate Obama because of the stimulus...people love Obama because he has a plan for "Change". Regardless of what everyone is saying I must express my happiness towards his plans for stem cell research. I have been following this issue since my early teens and I'm finally happy about whats going to be done about it.

I'm going to LA for 2 weeks in a couple days. Im really looking forward to the break Hoping to meet some awesome people while im there but I'm not going to say anything because I don't want to jinx it



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A closed minded idiot whom I had the misfortune of having to work with has got wind of my DA account and is telling everyone at work that I'm a pornographer and also do porn myself. I suppose its a good thing that I'm going to have to quit this job as now I will have more time for my other 2 jobs and not be surrounded by assholes.

The loss of job is not what bothers me however but rather the mentality of those people whom I thought were colleagues. They seemed to believe what the idiot said without questioning it at all. No one even talked to me about it before drawing conclusions.

Personally, anyone short of a murderer, rapist, child molester, that kind of thing, I do not assume what kind of character they have based on what people have said behind their back. Everyone I meet is a clean slate and I form an opinion of them through their words and actions. I cant help but feel disappointed at how petty someone whom I thought was a decent person is and I find it really pathetic that certain people go out of their way to bad mouth others in their free time. I cant see what kind of satisfaction anyone would get by doing it.

I have been told its an insecurity thing but personally I don't think that should be an excuse. Many people I know and also myself are all insecure to some extent but I never hear them bitching for the sake of bitching and I make a point not to bitch unless the person is a really huge asshole and has bad mouthed me to everyone. For example this journal, but then again I am only stating a fact and I would not expect everyone to hate someone that I do before they know them. I feel that those who bad mouth others out of spite see it as a way to single out someone and bring others closer to them by making everyone hate the same person.

I have lost friend in the past because of my tendency not to judge before I know and befriend my friends enemies. Perhaps it is my inability to grasp social politics that makes me like this. I just feel that it is unfair not to give everyone a chance to prove themselves. The fact that my mother let the opinions of her boyfriends sway her view of me has strengthened my resolve in this matter.

As for the cretins who think artistic nudity is porn I am beyond exasperated. Seriously, if you are of this opinion you can go GET FUCKED .

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*sigh* It is the eve of my 21st and I cant help feeling low. A couple older friends have already told me off about my attitude towards birthdays, "I’m older than you! How do you think I feel?" and lectures about how I have my whole life ahead of me but I really can't see a plus side to this whole getting older thing.

That being said I cant help but feel my atheism is a huge factor in this depression. Most of the year I lean towards being agnostic but on birthdays, when forced to think about the big questions in life I cant help thinking that I'm going to be rotting dead in the ground in 50 or so years time and that's all there is.

Usually I ignore the annoying "Why am I here? Is there a point to all this? Does everything exists beyond my own consciousness or is this just some kind of huge sadistic nightmare?" type of questions but last night and I must admit many nights, I can't sleep but for thinking about them. Its so irritating because the questions are so fucking stupid.

Most of the atheists that I know are very bitter when it comes to life and death. In this I envy religious people for their hope in an after life. I'm sure that if I were religious I'd be happier about birthdays like every other normal person. I've read up so many religions looking for something I can believe in but I can’t help but doubt them all. I lack the "faith" that's required. Over the years I've become increasingly sceptical about everything.

I’ve always hated the shoving of views down people’s throats, whether it be religion, atheism or even science. For fucks sake, its all just theory. What I'm thinking of here is how what you believe in affects your happiness. At this stage I'd rather believe in life after death and be blissfully happy than be a miserable sceptic. A lot of atheists begrudge religious people their faith thinking that they must be morons to believe in anything blindly. I couldn’t be more against that way of thinking now. Live and let live.

I only get this depressed when its my birthday. Im usually a very happy person and I love my live Live life to the fullest because you only live once. That kind of thing. I don’t like thinking of mortality and this birthday crap forces me to. I despise people who are depressed all the time so I’m rather annoyed at myself at the moment. I suppose it only happens once a year thank god.

Plans are I’ve decided to honor my polish heritage by drinking vodka until I pass out while watching downloaded stuff that friends have sent me on my macbook. Oh yeah and loads of chocolate ice cream. My ideal birthday.

One cool thing though. My mum is getting me a gun with my name engraved on the handle. I’m rather pleased about it.

Sorry guys, ill get around to answering comments soon too Been working a lot.
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